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  Table of Contents

  Cover Page

  Excerpt

  About the Author

  Books by Gina Wilkins

  Title Page

  Prologue

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  Copyright

  Slowly, Bailey turned the

  photograph toward him.

  He recognized the picture. It had been taken on the day of his twenty-fifth birthday—his and his twin sister’s. “It’s a very good likeness of Anna,” Ian murmured.

  Bailey nodded. “And of you.”

  He lifted his gaze toward her, his dark eyes flaming so intently she could almost feel the heat. “I didn’t know how to tell you.”

  A flicker of anger started to penetrate the numbing shock that held Bailey in its grasp. “Ĩ see. So you left me in ignorance. You lied to me.” She lifted an unsteady hand to her aching temple. “God, I feel like Lois Lane.”

  Ian frowned. “Who?”

  “Another woman too stupid to put two and two together.”

  “You aren’t stupid. Far from it.”

  “Funny,” she said with a flat laugh. “I’m feeling pretty dense. I came here to escape the mess I’d made of my life in Chicago, and now look what I’ve done. I’ve fallen for a ghost.”

  “Ever since I first came up with ideas for my ‘Wish’ books, I’ve been anxious to write Ian’s story,” confides Gina Wilkins. ‘There was something special about Ian. He was always so responsible, so brooding, so…lonely. I knew he needed an exceptional woman. But like the gentleman he is, Ian insisted his sister, Anna, find happiness first in A Valentine Wish. I hope you find Ian’s story worth the wait.”

  A Wish for Love is Gina’s 25th book for Temptation. This talented author lives with her family in Arkansas, where she’s busy plotting out her next 25 books.

  Books by Gina Wilkins

  HARLEQUIN TEMPTATION

  470—AS LUCK WOULD HAVE IT

  486—JUST HER LUCK

  501—GOLD AND GUTTER

  521—UNDERCOVER BABY

  539—I WONT

  567—ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS

  576—A VALENTINE WISH

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  A Wish For Love

  Gina Wilkins

  Prologue

  February 14, 1921

  THE BULLET SLAMMED into his chest with the force of a locomotive. Ian staggered, trying desperately to regain his footing, only dimly aware of what had just happened to him.

  The night was cloudy and cold, and had been peaceful until the gunshot shattered the silence. Ian Cameron and his twin sister, Mary Anna, had been walking, sharing a few moments of solitude in the winter-bare gardens while a noisy party raged inside the inn. They’d heard a sound from the old caretaker’s shack, had seen a light they couldn’t explain, and Ian had decided to investigate, despite Anna’s misgivings.

  They had just spotted three men coming out of the shack, when one of them, his face hidden in shadows, had fired a weapon.

  Ian’s only clear thought as he crumpled to the ground was deep regret that he hadn’t listened to Anna’s warnings. His stubbornness had finally gotten him into trouble, as others had been expecting for years. And he’d brought Anna down with him.

  Anna, he thought as dark clouds seemed to descend from the skies to engulf him. I’m so sorry. I’ve always tried to take care of you… and now I’ve failed.

  As though from very far away, he heard her scream. Heard the agony in her voice as she cried his name. “Ian! Oh, God, not’

  He wanted to speak, to comfort her, to tell her he loved her. He wasn’t given the chance. The soft touch of her trembling fingers on his face was the last thing he knew.

  October 31, 1960

  ONE OF THE BOYS was covered head to toe in a ragged sheet with big, uneven holes cut for eyes. The other was a pint-size cowboy in an oversize felt hat, a fake-leather vest with the name Roy Rogers stamped across the back, neatly creased jeans, fancy-stitched boots and a cheap holster sporting two shiny toy guns.

  The cowboy tugged down the red bandanna that had covered the lower half of his face and gave his sheeted friend a shove. “Go on,” he urged. “I dare you. Unless you’re chicken.”

  “I ain’t chicken,” the other boy protested. “But I don’t want to get in trouble. My ma told me to stay away from this old inn. She says it’s dangerous.”

  His companion squinted at the dark building looming ahead of them at the end of a tangled, overgrown pathway. “You’re scared of the ghosts,” he accused mockingly.

  “Am not!” the spook in the sheet shouted. “My ma said there ain’t no such thing as ghosts.”

  “Yeah? Well, how come you’re scared to go touch the front door, huh? What are you, a sissy?”

  “I ain’t a sissy! You call me that again and I’ll punch your lights out, Calvin Burton.”

  “Bobby’s a sissy, Bobby’s a sissy,” Calvin sang out in a taunting rhythm.

  Jerking the sheet off his head, the other boy, his face as red as his hair, doubled his fists and planted his feet belligerently. “You’re so brave, you go touch the door,” he dared. “And don’t you ever call me a sissy again, or I’ll tell Patty O’Neal that you wet the bed.”

  Calvin paled. “You better not tell her that, or I’ll— I’ll—” He couldn’t think of any retribution horrible enough to equal Bobby’s threat.

  “So go touch the door.”

  Calvin gulped and glanced again at the inn, which suddenly looked so much larger. Darker. “I will if you will.”

  Bobby swallowed audibly. “O-okay. Well go together.”

  The two brave heroes set their bulging bags of trickor-treat candy on a big rock at the end of the walkway and squared their shoulders. And then, so close together they were almost touching, they moved slowly toward the deserted, reportedly haunted inn.

  They’d gotten only halfway when they saw something move on the porch.

  Two figures stood there looking at them. A dark-haired, scowling man in a strange dark suit. And a smiling, dark-haired woman in a long, floaty white dress.

  The boys could see right through them.

  For a long moment, they were paralyzed with fear, their mouths open as they stared at the apparitions. Bobby let out a shriek, which was swiftly echoed by his companion.

  They turned on their heels and bolted down the path as though the devil, himself, were after them.

  ANNA CLUCKED RUEFULLY. “Poor dears. We frightened them half silly. I didn’t know they would see us.”

  Ian’s scowl deepened. “Reduced to this,” he muttered. “Terrifying adolescents on Halloween. How much longer are we supposed to go on this way, Anna?”

  “I don’t know,” she murmured sympathetically, aware of how his restless nature rebelled against the shadowy, meaningless existence they’d been forced to endure since that deadly night in the garden. “But at least we’re together. I can’t bear to think what it would be like to be alone like this. Here—or at that other place. The gray place.” She shuddered expressively.

  Ian seemed to take some solace from her words. She had always been the only one who could truly soothe him.

  “You’re right, of course,” he said, managing a faint smile for her. “I don’t know what I would do without you. It was bad enough when Mother died. I only regret that I could
n’t protect you from this. I still blame myself that your life ended with mine, when you had so much ahead of you.”

  “How many more times must we go through this?” she asked with a sigh. “This was meant to be, Ian. We were born together, and we died together. And now it appears that we’ll spend eternity together.”

  “Frightening children,” he grumbled.

  She laughed softly. “At least we aren’t forced to rattle chains.”

  He responded with a reluctant chuckle. “You find the best in everything, don’t you, Anna?”

  “I try.”

  His smile faded. “You don’t deserve this. You should have had more.”

  She touched his face, and though neither of them could feel the contact, the gesture was comforting to both. “I have you, Ian. That’s enough for me.”

  August 1, 1996

  IT WAS A CLEAR, late-summer night in the garden. A billion stars glittered brightly overhead, and the scent of fresh-blooming flowers hung heavily in the air.

  There were lights burning in the windows of the inn. Recently reopened for business, it wasn’t quite full, but several of the rooms were occupied, and the increasingly popular dining room had just closed after a busy evening. Silhouetted against the curtains in one downstairs-bedroom window, two shadows merged in what might have been a passionate kiss.

  At the end of the garden path, Ian stood looking at that window. His usually hard, firm mouth curved into a very faint smile. He still couldn’t explain how Anna had been given a new life, an opportunity to love and to have the family she’d always wanted so badly, but he hadn’t for one moment begrudged her good fortune.

  Maybe he had earned his lonely fate through the rebellion of his youth, but Anna was different. She was special. She deserved another chance. And it had been miraculously granted her. Ian could take pleasure in that, if nothing else.

  An owl hooted above him, undisturbed by his presence. The light went out in the bedroom, leaving its occupants in the quiet intimacy of darkness.

  Ian nodded in satisfaction, turned and faded silently into the shadows.

  Alone.

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  February 16, 1896

  My babies are two days old, diary. My twins. Ian and Mary Anna. How surprised, and how delighted James would have been to see them both, so healthy and so very beautiful. Already they resemble him, with their dark hair and dark eyes. Just looking at them is almost like having him with me. Almost.

  I will not cry. I’ve spent so much of the past three months in tears. At first, I wondered if it were possible to go on without James. I did not believe I would ever smile again. And then I saw our babies.

  No more tears. I must think of the children now. And of the inn, their legacy from the father who loved them so much, though he did not live to see them.

  They were his final gift to me—born on Valentine’s Day. And though I know it sounds foolish, I made a special wish for them on the night they were born. I prayed that they would not leave this earth without finding the love my darling James and-I were fortunate enough to share. I wished that they would each meet someone who would love them absolutely, and that they would feel that same unconditional love in their own hearts. Would that I had the power to grant my own request for them.

  Despite the pain I have endured since losing James, I pray my children will know a love like ours in their lifetime. The joy I found with James, and that I feel now when I gaze into the tiny faces of our children, is well worth any price I have paid.

  October 10, 1996

  BAILEY GATES didn’t intentionally eavesdrop on the private conversation between her brother and sister-in-law. She had been sitting alone for the past hour in the gazebo Dean had recently built in the garden of his ruralArkansas inn.

  The inn was over a hundred years old, impeccably restored and listed on the register of local historic places. Dean had been faithful to the original designs in his renovations, making it easy for guests to believe they had stepped back in time. Even the new additions were designed to blend with the old styles. The gazebo, with its charmingly curved lines and fussy gingerbread, was a good example of Dean’s eye for historic detail. The tiny cottage where Bailey was staying was just finished, but it, too, looked as though it had been here for years.

  Dean intended the little cottage to be the first of several grouped around the main building, for honeymooners and other guests who wanted extra privacy. When he and Anna had learned there was a baby on the way, he’d changed his plans for this first cottage. He’d decided to designate it as staff housing and make it available to the housekeeper and her daughter, freeing their rooms in the inn for use as a nursery.

  And then Bailey had shown up unexpectedly on his doorstep only a couple of days after the cottage was completed, and he had insisted that she stay as long as she liked, since they wouldn’t be needing a nursery for several months.

  She had accepted his offer gratefully—more gratefully than she’d allowed him to see, actually. She’d been here a week.

  She desperately needed that private sanctuary just now.

  It was a beautiful afternoon, bright and cloudless, warm enough for comfort in her light sweater and jeans. An open book lay in her lap, but she hadn’t been reading. She’d been looking at the old inn and dreaming of days gone by, imagining what it must have been like a hundred years earlier, back when life was simpler, more refined.

  An antiques dealer, Bailey knew she tended to romanticize the past, mentally glossing over the hardships her ancestors had faced in daily life. Still, it was a harmless enough pastime for her to daydream of social graces, elegant clothing and dashing, adventurous men of honor.

  The sort of men she found sadly lacking in the modern world, no matter how long she’d waited to find one.

  She shuddered as her thoughts turned briefly to the last man she’d become involved with. She was still appalled that she had misjudged him so badly. So dangerously.

  He’d seemed so nice. She’d never guessed at the darker side of him. Not until he’d begun to stalk her.

  Her brother’s voice was a welcome distraction from that unpleasant reminder of her former gullibility. And her worry.

  “Sweetheart, I thought you wanted to go on this vacation. We’ve discussed it for months,” he was saying.

  Automatically, Bailey turned toward the sound. A row of huge azalea bushes, still green and leafy even late in October, shielded her brother and his wife from sight. Bailey opened her mouth to let them know she was there, but Anna spoke before Bailey could say anything.

  “Oh, Dean, you know I want to go away with you,” Anna said, her musical voice soft with love for her husband of eight months. “It’s just… hard for me to leave here. When I think about our departure tomorrow morning, my chest tightens so much I can hardly breathe.”

  Bailey frowned, surprised. Why was Anna so averse to leaving? Her sister-in-law had never seemed the least bit timid. Just the opposite, in fact.

  “Anna, we need this time alone before the baby comes. It’s our last chance for a real honeymoon. Aunt Mae and Cara are perfectly capable of running the inn for a few weeks, especially at this time of year, and now Bailey’s here to help out if they need her. Do you really want to let this opportunity pass us by?”

  Dean sounded so patient, so enticing. Bailey couldn’t help smiling at the differences she’d noticed in her brother during the past year or so. Once he’d been an up-andcoming workaholic marketing executive in Chicago, intense, stressed, impatient, unhappily married. After his divorce from his first wife—an event Bailey still secretly celebrated—he’d deliberately made changes.

  He’d walked away from the income and the prestige of his former career to buy this old inn in tiny Destiny, Arkansas. And he’d fallen head over heels in love for the first time in his life. He and Anna had married after a whirlwind courtship, the details of which Bailey had never quite figured out, and were blissfully expecting a baby in six months.

  Bailey was delighted
to observe that her brother looked genuinely happy now for the first time in years. He laughed, he relaxed, he enjoyed, but most noticeably he almost glowed with love for his lovely, dark-haired wife. Even if Bailey hadn’t taken immediately to Anna—which she had—she would have loved her just for making Dean so happy. It was the type of happiness that had always eluded Bailey, to her regret.

  “I’m being silly, I suppose,” Anna murmured, her voice just audible to Bailey through the bushes that lay between them.

  “I understand,” Dean responded quietly. “You’re thinking about your brother.”

  Bailey’s eyebrows rose sharply. Brother? This was the first she’d heard of Anna’s having a brother.

  “Yes. I—I know he’s been.. .gone for months, but I can’t bear to think that he might still be just drifting, all alone. I suppose I’m afraid to leave because I cling to the hope that he’ll come back to me someday. Somehow. What if I’m not here when he tries to reach me?”

  Dean’s sigh was as expressive, as sympathetic as his words. “I understand, darling. We’ll cancel the trip, if it makes you feel better. We don’t need a seaside resort for a honeymoon. We’ve been having a beautiful honeymoon right here.”

  “Oh, Dean, I really am being silly, aren’t I? We can’t spend all our time secluded here, waiting for something that will probably never happen. We have lives to lead, and… and he would want me to live mine to the fullest. We’ll only be gone for a couple of weeks, and I intend to enjoy every day of it. I really want to be alone with you in a tropical paradise.”

  “That sounds wonderful,” Dean said fervently. “But are you sure, Anna? Really sure? I only want you to be happy. I never want you to regret choosing to stay with me, even though it meant being separated from your brother.”